Saturday, July 4, 2009

I need a road map?!?!


Have you ever being confused? confused about anything. it is a horrible feeling isn't it? Confused about what to do next in life or why are you doing whatever you are doing. what is the ultimate goal that i am seeking. what do i want to achieve. really i have no idea. i mean if you ask me what next? i would black out. Sometimes i feel that i did it all yet i feel i did nothing whatsoever. My mind is filled with question marks and exclamation marks. My heart is filled with mixed feelings. My senses are tired of my poor sense of direction. Talking about my senses man I think i got some serious sixth sense that never let me down but perhaps i am letting it down by ignoring it many times. If only i trusted my instincts! Many people who get to know me well freak out when dealing with me in fact i freak out myself. So what to do? Should I just flow with the waive or sit back and do some serious auditing, thinking, analysis, planning of the situation and how to go forward????
“Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you.”